O N C E.

I just wanna be good enough for o n c e in my life.

I wanna wake up in the morning with a real smile around my lips, saying: "Hell, yeah! It's a wonderful day today."

I wanna look in their eyes, in the eyes of the people in my school, at the corner of my house, at my house, making them clear, that I'm okay. That everything beyond my smile is not hurting me anymore.

I just wanna laugh for one moment without feeling how much it hurts to fake it.

I wanna jump around because my heart is gonna s h a t t e r of so much happiness.

I wanna walk around in the rain, feeling the drops on my skin, warming it.

I wanna feel okay for one instant; for a tiny fraction of a second.

I wanna realize how much life can be breathtaking. How much it can amaze people. How it can bring their hearts to standstill 'cause of their admiration.

I wanna feel for o n c e in my life that I'm a normal person. That I'm breathing in this moment for this moment.

I wanna just live only a second without thinking I'm never gonna fit in anymore.

 

For O N C E in my life I wanna live this moment with all his adorable things in it.

 

 

And for o n c e in my life I wanna be good enough

 

for you.